Kiss the Earth, hug trees, smell flowers, walk barefoot, spend time in the grass. Give the Earth what she deserves.
Things have been quite shit for me recently, on the boy front anyway, yes we’ve all been there. It’s been quite a long drawn out break up and there’s been a lot of tears, a lot of fights but I just can’t seem to walk away because this guy’s mum died a while ago so I feel like I have to be really careful what I say because he’s been through a lot and I want to be there for him even though he doesn’t treat me very well sometimes. He keeps wanting to get back together and I don’t because we just don’t work as a couple, we’re very different people. I feel like an absolute bitch every time I have to say I’m so sorry but I think It’s best if we just stay friends for now because I don’t want to complicate things. lets just say, he’s ready for a lot more ‘stuff’ than I’m ready for and isn’t very good at getting what ‘no’ means. Anyway, these past few months have been really tough and in our relationship I feel like there was more bad times than good but I’m worried that next time see him he’ll kiss me or ask me if i want to go back out and i’m scared that I wont be able to say no to his face for fear of hurting him… he’s been through enough.